Never let you see me cry
Never let you know I want to die
Worry theres not much more I can take
Worry that I cant continue to fake
Hate myself for the things I do
Hate myself for the things I hid from you
Know that what you see of me is a lie
Know that I try so hard just to not cry
See only what you want
See that thing I for so long sought
Hear my words of sorrow
Hear me when I say there's no tomorrow
Feel the press of a blade against my wrist
Feel all the pain beginning to drift
This blade made up of sliver and blood
This pain which is released in a flood
See that I have always lied
See that I wish I had been the one to have died
Fear that this heart has grown cold
Fear that it is my soul I have sold
Know there's not much more I can take
Know I cant continue to fake
This time has passed
This time I knew it wouldnt last
