Breaking through

It's already over
all i need is a little bit of closure

quit screaming at me
your words cut until i bleed

i don't want to be here anymore
this house is no longer a home

find a way to better yourself
and stop pretending to be someone else

your not what i once knew
what ever happened to my mom, the real you?

all that was left on the floor was
a crinkled note

all that i could hear
was the banging on the door

I'm not letting you in anymore
this house is not a home

i need life
i need numbness

i need to be let go of
i need to runaway from you

jump so many times
until i finally flew

i don't want to be afraid
but i don't want to be your slave

and i will never be the same
i threw the old me away

she shows sometimes in the mirror
and i see her in pictures

but when i breathe
i break more on the inside

and i keep pushing
and you keep breaking me

why cant you see
you cant have me anymore