What am I now?

Is it okay
to e me
whem I'm
with out
or should I
try to be
the person
youd want
me to be.

I can
if you want
me to.
i can be her
i can act
the way
she does.
walk and talk
the way
she does.

will that
make you
like me?
or will I
always be
a nothing
to you?

is that
what I am
now?
i never
used to
think that.

we used to
be so
close.

but now

I really do
wonder