I just want it to be me..

THINKING BACK ON WHAT U USED TO TELL ME, I FEEL LIKE WHAT U SAID WASN’T EVEN TRUE. I SAID I LIKED YOU A LOT....AND YOU ASKED ME BECAUSE U DID TOO! AND NOW WHEN I SEE YOU WITH THOSE OTHER GIRLS. PAYING ATTENTION TO THEM LIKE I'M NOTHING...AND ALL I EVER WANTED TO BE TO YOU ...WAS SOMETHING.....I ONCE WAS, BUT NOW THAT WERE FRIENDS, I FEEL LIKE WE CANT EVEN BE THAT...AND EVERYDAY I SEE YOU AND KEEP THINKING MAYBE I MISS YOU...I STILL LIKE YOU, EVEN THOUGH I'M WITH ANOTHER GUY AND YOU WITH ANOTHER GIRL. AND EVEN THOUGH I STILL LIKE YOU...I KNOW WE CAN NEVER BE AGAIN...I LIKE CAUSE THE FACT U MADE ME LAUGH AND SMILE; THAT I CAN’T PRETEND.MY HEARTS NOT BROKEN BY YOU.BUT I FEEL LIKE I'M LIKING YOU ALL OVER AGAIN...ITS HARD FOR ME TO EVEN LOOK AT YOU. AND HAVE A MINUTE NOT PASS AND YOU STILL IN MY HEAD......EVERY THING REMINDS ME OF YOU, AND THATS WHATS GOT ME SO CONFUSED.................HEARING YOUR SAME SAYING THAT YOU WOULD TELL ME EVERYDAY, AND HOW LONG IT TOOK ME TO GET BACK TO U ON THE PHONE, SEEMED LIKE "FOREVER AND A DAY"...YOU MADE ME FEEL SO SPECIAL...AND CANT BELIEVE I LET YOU GO, U KNEW WHEN SOMETHING WAS WRONG.....WHEN PEOPLE TELL ME YOUR WITH ANOTHER GIRL ALL I CAN DO IS SAY "SO"...........EVEN THOUGH THATS WHAT I REALLY DON'T MEAN, CAUSE I DON'T WANT U TO BE WITH HER...I JUST WANT IT TO BE ME!!............