Its amazing the feelings
you can hold onto
even when such a long time has passed
its amazing the things
your memory holds onto-
the tings youd
most like to forget
Sometimes all I can do
is sit back and
let the tears fall
wishing I could just erase
your horrid face
from my mind
sometimes all I can do
is sit back and
and remember all the pain;
remember all the lies
the bruises your harsh voice
sometimes all I can do is
put on a sad song and
let it take over my body
eventually numbing me
eventually allowing
my memory to rest
for a few moments
even though it is still
always there
even though it will still
always come back
Oh my memory
my horrid horrid
memory
