Its times like these when you really
fin out who your friends are-
as soon as I found out
there were two people
I wanted to tell
two people I wanted to talk to
and so I called them
one- the first one- answered
and she was concerned
and supported me
the second- the second girl-
well she never answered
She never even called back
sure I left her a message
with every possibly number
I could be reached at listed
but she never even called back
So I made excuses for her
and tried to call her again a day later
She answered and we chatted
but do you think
she bothered asking how I was doing?
nope
and then theres the friend
who hears from a friend of a friend
of a friend who overheard
a friend in the hallway who visited
talking about something simpleboringcute
nothing to be taken into much account-
but take that and twist it
and change it until you sound
like a sick deranged fat loser
then act sweet as peach pie to your face
and then theres all those people
who suddenly care so much about you
who come crawling out of the woodwork
to say how much they miss you
even though thats the first time youve talked
since third grade
Its funny how much people
suddenly change
when a slight trauma occurs
how people appear out of nowhere
how people you love
just
dissolve
