I sit alone in this
crowded room
and it spins
and it swirls
and I cant understand
anything anyone says
it all just blends together-
one big black hole-
attempting to penetrate my mind
and succeeding
disturbing my crying thoughts
piercing my swollen heart
and barren mind
the music playing in my ear says:
anytime you need someone
somebody strong to lean on
you can count on me
to hold you till that feeling is gone
and you have said that too
but we both know
that when I need
somebody the most
Im not about to run out
screaming it
I need you to lean on now
and you just
dont
see it