Im not pushing you away
because I dont want you
Im not pushing you away
because I dont need you
Im pushing you away
because Im so scared
that we will try so hard
to have something
that will never be
Ive missed you so much
since I left
Ive thought about you
near every day
and now that I have you back
everything is so strong again
I cant let you go anymore
but I cant keep you near
So Im stuck
Im so terrified
to fight for this
because
Im afraid
the world is against us
and in order for this situation to work
we need people to be
on our side