I still think about you often
I still have dreams where you
Are all I see
I still wake up
Cold and shaking sometimes
I still see you
When I look at a guy
I still shy away from anywhere
Weve ever been
I still shy away from
Anything that remind me of you
I still see you blazing eyes
Around many a corner I turn
I still hear you voice
Running in my mind
The tones changing in harsh bursts
I still expect to hear from you
I still expect to follow your rules
I still hate your smile
I still hate your perfect laugh
But
I still dont hate you
I still wonder where you are
I still wonder if youre thinking of me
But
I still turn the corner
Even though I see you in every face
I still go to H******
Even though I see you everywhere I go
I still live by my own rules
Even though I followed yours for too long
I still live
Even though you killed a small part of me
