For so long

I can only block it out
For so long
I can only ignore my heart
For so long
I can only pretend I dont miss you
For so long
I can only suppress the tears
For so long
I can only pretend Im just running away
For so long
I can only pretend I dont need you
For so long
I can only avoid your glances
For so long
I can only push you out of my mind
For so long
I can only wonder why
For so long
I can only avoid that poem you wrote me
For so long
I can only avoid the Bobby Joe tapped to my wall
For so long
I can only avoid your note on my whiteboard
For so long
I can only pretend Ive given up
For so long
and people will only believe this fake smile
For so long
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