It hurts
its so very frustrating
to know A**** is right;
that you are just being friendly
that this is going to be
a regular every year thing
that rips me apart
inside
Because thats what its doing
you know
Ripping me apart
Sometimes I just want to
run jump laugh sing
and that is when Im thinking of
you smiling
you laughing
But then I just want to
cry collapse sleep hit something
and that is when I am thinking of
your girl friend
my chances
her words
reality
