Empty

It feels wonderful
this empty feeling
this familiar empty feeling

it feels terrible
this empty feeling
this familiar empty feeling

it feels wonderful
to walk the halls knowing
I am in control of myself

it feels terrible
to walk the halls
knowing I walk them by myself

it feels wonderful
to see the numbers of pounds go down
when I used to see them go up

it feels terrible
to see the number of true friends go down
and know they dont mind

it feels wonderful
to know Im finally going to be thin and pretty
and maybe even beautiful

it feels terrible
to know theres something there
causing us to each walk away
and pretend we dont care

it feels wonderful
to feel empty
but id give it up
to feel full
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