The days are ticking by
But not fast enough
As I argue with myself
Over whether I should call you or not
My chest gets tight, and the pain overcomes me
And I think about how good it feels to bleed
I haven't seen you, havent heard your voice for over a week
I feel empty
I cant sleep
When I close my eyes, youre the only thing I dream
Nothing matters, Im all alone
My body aches and I feel so numb
I wanna see you soon
But I cant wake up
I wanna hold you
But you dont know me enough
If this is love
Then why does it hurt so bad?
I feel like youre already gone
And you never left
When I said I fell hard
I wasnt kidding
If you really meant it all
Then Ill try to stay breathing
Here without you and its been so long
This silence feels so wrong
