Hey dad,
i wish i could send you
pictures of my wrists
from a year ago
because you'll never know
how bad you hurt me
and how much you destroyed my heart
i swear, every you're every scar
i wish you'd seen
my wrists
i wish you'd seen
my fingertips
i wish you'd seen
the red
i wish you'd seen
the darkness, like i did
hey father
i wish i could tell you
everything you did affected me
but I've already told
and you don't believe
you think I'm just dreaming
but you are my nightmare, I'm screaming
i wish you'd seen
my wrists
i wish you'd seen
my fingertips
i wish you'd seen
the red
i wish you'd seen
the darkness, like i did
i wish you could understand
but you never will
i wish i could say i didn't want you damned
but i want you in hell
never felt like this
but then you f _ _ _ed up
and messed up
i wish you could see
the scars on my wrists
i wish you could see
the scars on my finger tips
i wish you could see
that red blood, blood red
i wish you could see
how you're affecting me
