Damned

Death is so close,
And yet not so far.
The closer, the scarier,
My damn emotional scars.

How damning life can be,
Damn me for eternity!
Born damned, die damned.

Let me die,
Just please.
I can't stand it.
I'll wound myself deeply.

Don't let me.
I'll do it all alone.
I hate this life...
Please have mercy on my soul...

God, I'm sorry,
But I cannot and will not, take this.
I can't anymore..
I won't be missed..

flora