It hurts...

It hurts to see,
It hurts to be around.
It hurts to speak,
It hurts to be found.

It hurts my soul,
As well as my heart.
To lock my feelings up,
As if nothing was felt from the start.

Lock away with an emotional and mental key,
I can't let out a scream.
Oh, how I want to die!
I can't stand this torture and pain team.

Why bother crying,
It's no use.
I just want to leave this world,
This lifelong abuse.

I can't help myself,
It just hurts too much...
The tears just flow,
I want to feel death's touch.

Flora