Santa Clause come back

Santa Claus is just a memory
From way back when I was young
Pushed to the back of my mind
Oh what has this begun?

Why can't I forget the past
So to believe again
Go back to the way things were
I was so different then

Before the dates
And before all the guys
Long before Santa Claus stole
The innocence from my eyes

The world had never seemed so hard
And everything was better after a cry
But I can't return to these moments
No matter how hard I try

I need to look forward
But I can't help but turn back to see the things I did
When Santa Claus left me
He took the with him the magic of being a kid

Without that twinkle in my eye
I'm different from my past
Santa Claus come back to me
I'm afraid of growing up too fast