Liar liar, horrible denier

You yell and scream like I don't even matter.
Could care less if my heart is shattered?
You swore to never break me, or my heart.
But I guess this was just lies right from the start.
You don't care, and you never really will.
So it's just best if I take the rest of these pills.
This is the highest torture anyone can receive.
And it's worse than anyone could possibly perceive.
It's hard trying to keep emotions in check,
Especially when you've lost all your respect.
Is it really that hard to except my devotion,
While making sure to understand my emotions?
Maybe dying is my only hope to live,
So I'll take as much drugs as I could possibly sniff.
I'm taken back to all the memories of the past,
And it's making me wonder how we could have lasted.
This is what I have been fearing all along,
I guess this is as good a time as any to say so long.