I Can Only Hope That You Don't Tear It Apart Pt. 3

I never thought the day would come
When you would come back
Then you did and we were happy
But I knew something was out of wack

Then it happened
You chose her
Said she still had your heart
I should have known it was just a lie when you said forever

Once again my world was overturned
The day that she broke up with you
I didn't know what to think
But even then I was destined to loose

You still turned away from me
I was not the one you chose
You locked up your heart
Even I could not light the fuse

Youve let the numbness take over
Youve put on a mask
Nothing matters to you anymore
Youre truly broken at last

But I can still see
Buried deep inside
The man that I still love
Hiding behind your eyes

I know that time will heal you
I know you need to find yourself
I know that I cant leave you
And that you need me here to help

They tell me to let go
To move on with my life
But I chose you
And my love isnt a lie

Im still here waiting
Being the shoulder to cry on
Ill hide my love for you
But I cant move on

Ill hide my feelings
Just as you hide your heart
Ill be here for you
My love for you I shall starve

You need me as a friend
And for now that is enough
But sometime in the future
I will ask for your love

If you cannot give it
I will walk away
Ill move on and let go
And get through another day

So here I am
Waiting for a friend in need
Ill wrap you up within my arms
As my heart ceases to beat...