Is all i feel like doing,
i give up on you,
i give up on me,
and i give up on us,
i know that if you want something bad enough,
that you never give up,
but i know that this is all i can do,
i really think that this is juvenile,
that you wont talk to me,
you wont answer your phone,
you wont return messages,
so i say,
i give up,
i just GIVE UP,
i am sorry i wasn't good enough,
i am sorry i couldn't be the "perfect" girl,
but quite frankly,
i know one guy,
that loves me,
for me,
he will do anything to keep me here,
and he is my best friend,
my buddy,
my amigo,
my friend,
we rant going out,
we rant anything like that,
but,
we love each other,
and that's all that matters.
we have been friends for about 4 years,
and i am going to stay here for awhile,
just for you,