The baby i am having

I fell in love with you
But you did not love me to
all you wanted was sex
so i sit and wounder whats next
One minute yes one minute no
each day as this baby grows
I need to know if your going to be there
and if yes please swear
I'm hurting inside so much
cause i really want a babies touch
but I'm nineteen and your thirty
I think I'm so nerdy
will i be a good mother
when i get older can my baby have a brother
I hope I'm not alone when i have this baby
cause i do love you more than anything mi amour