Changed ( for becky)

I am slowly dying here
listening to sad old love songs
writing poems and thinking about the first day i met you baby
i never thought i could love someone like i have loved you
you made me realize my life wasn't full , something was missing, it was you
now you are leaving me
and i cannot see my life without you here by my side always
that day in your room when the radio played that song and we both laughed and said thats us
we called it our song
Katie Perry (i kissed a girl), explained everything for us
we laughed so hard with the cherry chap stick because when you first kissed me thats what you were wearing
baby i couldn't have asked for anything better than you
in my hole life i have never wanted anything more than what i have gotten
my baby that will always be mine
i love you today and tomorrow and always
like the first day i saw you
i fell in love and i am forever thinking about you and wanting to love my baby always and forever
i never thought i could find the person who could complete my life and make me smile even when i am mad at you and when we have our stupid little fights
i loved you always baby, through it all, you were the one who kept me going and not stop or die down
you were there and i gave it all i had and now i am loosing it
i am in love with you baby
it has taken me a while to realize that
when i first got with you i was scared and now i am so happy i cannot help that
you make me smile at the sight of your face and the sound of your name
and this isn't bull *hit
its the truth baby
You changed me
i love you always and forever

This poem is for my girlfriend Becky, baby i was so scared in the beginning because i felt something for you that i have never felt before and now i realize i was falling in love. When you first met me i never said i love you to anyone because those were words i don't take likely for anyone, they mean something to me. Sometimes this is scary but i love you baby and i know that you love me , i am going to miss you like hell but always know that we will always be together and we will always be best friends no matter what the distance is. I am always here for you, always.............. baby i love you. And i am scared that you will forget me , and i don't want that to happen to us. I want to be there with you , god this is going to kill me. I'm in love with you Becky.love Lina