ONCE AGAIN

AM I SLEEPING
IS THIS A DREAM
WHY CANT I WAKE UP
WHY CANT I GET OUT OF HERE
I'M TRAPPED INSIDE
I CANT GET OUT
I'M IN THIS SMALL LITTLE BOX
THAT IS VERY DARK
I'M DYING INSIDE
AND LIVING IN FEAR
I DON'T SLEEP DAY OR NIGHT
I LISTEN TO VOICES INSIDE MY HEAD
THEY SCREAM AND SCREAM
I CANT STAND IT
THEY TELL ME I'M WORTHLESS
THEY SAY I DONT DESERVE TO LIVE
I START TO BELIVE
AS I START TO STAND UP
I FALL BACK DOWN
IM TO weak to MOVE
AS I LISTEN TO THE VOICES INSIDE MY HEAD
I START TO CRAVE A SHARP METAL TASTE
THE VOICES GET EVEN LOUDER
THEY SAY DO IT NO ONE CARE
I START ROCK BACK AND FORTH
TRY TO STOP FROM CUTTING
BUT IT DOESN'T WORK THE VOICES GET EVEN LOUDER
AS I START TO CRY I REALIZE HAVE LOST
AS I LOOK DOWN I SEE THE SHINY SILVER THING
SHINING BACK AT ME
I SEE MY REFLECTION FROM THE KNIFE
AS I REALIZE HAVE LOST ONCE AGAIN