She said she's tired of this;
tired of the bullsxit;
tired of the lies.
she said why can't she find a good man;
why does she always cry?
she tries to be his everything,
but he knocks her down in return.
it wasn't always like this,
they were happy once; really they were;
but something happened and it changed everything
something right before her eyes.
something changed this once perfect dream
and turned it into a nightmare filled lie
she said she fell in love with him
and she thought he loved her
she made him her everything
her world; her life
but what was she to him;
then just another girl to break
another life to take
nothing matters to him
& it feels as if she should give up
but something in her can't
so she cries and cries
and begs and begs
and asks herself why? why is everything a mess?
broken hearted; lonely; confused; and shattered inside
she keeps coming back for more.
more pain more tears more heart breaks; more things to try to hide
and cover it up with a fake smile;
shes so fake on the outside smiling like she's fine
when in reality she's dying inside.
is she stupid?
is she dumb ?
or is she just in love?
