I often sit and ponder why my life's so complicated.
My heart it beats at will today; Tomorrow will it make it?
I'm drowning beneath water, I reach out for a hand,
But most of all I want to reach someone who understands.
He took everything from me like a thief within the night;
Now I find I lye beside the thief who stole my life.
I plant a kiss upon his lips and hold him oh so close,
I'm the actress of the year and I'm the only one who knows.
I wake up in the mornings just to find that I'm on stage I apply my makeup and a smile I knows a fake.
Acting like I care, I hate to play this part,
When the only thing thats not an act is the breaking of my heart...
