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There is a lot I should have said
There was so much I could have done
I know it's too late now
Just know you were the one

You made me laugh
You made me smile
I only hoped
You would last a while

You said you loved me
But I wasn't sure
All I know
Is my love was pure

I know I'm not perfect
I'm pretty screwed up
I know I'm not beautiful
Yea… so what

There is much more to it
There is so much I can do
I only wish
That would have occurred to you

I know that I'm stupid
I know that I'm weak
I know that you're perfect
And the one for me

I don't really matter
So forget I exist
I only hoped
That god had granted my wish

But god isn't real
He doesn't exist
So now I know
That he can't grant a wish

There's no happily ever after
Life's no fairy tale
If true love is out there
Then I must have failed

There is nothing to say
There is nothing to do
Because at the end of the day
I know I love you

You love her
And that's okay
Because I know
I'll find my "true love" someday

Even if I don't
That's alright
Because all the fun
Was putting up the fight

There is so much to say
There is so much to do
I don't know
If I should waste my words on you

You lie and say you love me
If you truly do
Then do something
To show how much I mean to you

Prove to me you're worth it
Prove to me you're the one
Show me that you love me
You already know I think you're the one

I cant handle the tears
I cant keep waiting
I need to know
That in some way we're relating

Just prove to me
Your worth the wait
And I'll just hope
That you'll finally be mine one day

I am really really new to this whole poetry stuff so i would be honored to have some comments on this poem if you would... thank you!