Desirable Ideas

Punch myself in the face
pray to stay another day
Trip myself on the sand
I slipped again but couldn't fall

I've lost myself to the wind
Never possible to come back
The wonders of Time
Have captured my heart

I'm hopelessly in love
with the idea of being lost
Shamefully attracted
to a black hole of desirable ideas

gouge out oppressive blue eyes
no need for material
modify my scabrous brain
no need for desire