Amazed

The year started off in horror when I saw you,
My heart sank to my feet as I had to settle next to you,
I thought this year would be hell dealing with you,
Your habits and personality were annoying and a pain,
Making me want to simply scream in frustration.

Weeks went by and I repeatedly told you to leave me alone,
But you persisted in a great manner,
I couldn't understand why,
My rude and mean behavior would normally drive anyone away,
You are an exception.

Your determination to have me as a friend eventually paid off,
I learned to tolerate your habits and silly quirks,
You still annoyed me as you poked fun of me,
Though still making me laugh nonetheless.

Middle of the year approached and my heart decided you were alright,
I started to spend time with you,
Finally finding your personality fun and enjoyable,
This was an amazing feat for me,
I had been hurt so badly that year.

You healed me,
Brought me back to the ground after so long in the air and darkness,
I now look at you with something new,
A sort of love that I haven't felt before,
It makes me smile and laugh,
A very rare sight.

Your dark blue eyes are so hooded as you regard me,
My eyes stare back in wonder,
How did this happen to a girl like me?

I will see you soon,
Though I see you in my minds eye and dreams all the time,
My love for you is endless,
Despite the fact I can't say so,
Know you are the one that makes a smile drift to my normally solemn face,
And I really do love you.