You do not seem to understand,
it is clear that we have different views,
you say my perspective is "whack,"
from your words I know it is true.
We have both lived different lives,
and struggled in our own ways,
we have each had our disappointments,
so do not be quick to judge this day.
You have stated I can confide in you,
I truly wish that was the case,
but the last time that I did,
you had a nasty look on your face.
You will never know the way I feel,
about things deep in my heart,
you will know what is on the surface,
but certain thoughts will be kept apart.
You do not seem to grasp the concept,
of how I truly feel,
you are assuming it is the jealousy,
but my desire for happiness is real.
I just want the joys of your laughter,
and the simple pleasures that you bring,
yet she is the one that gets most of it,
even though she does not mean anything.
Most of your week is spent here,
the smiles I see are very rare,
my heart weeps with desire,
to feel your love and have your care.
However, the time you do not understand,
makes it seem harder than it should,
I just want to be with you,
to understand...I wish you would.
