Reap what I sow

A line in the sand
a moon in the sky

forgiveness a word
my life a lie

cold and blisters
infuriate my lungs

dirty dirty boy
what have i become

Once a motivation
a leader to some

now a disappointment
if not all, one

a slacker, a bum
nothing of interest

no talents in sight
nothing upon my chest

failure, all around
depression, is what i found

manic?
maybe

I do not know
I grow what i did
I reap what i sow