I can't think of a name for this one.. help?

I feel forgotten, lost in my own dimension
Another week without you, I have no regular attention
They have no idea what I feel... all of my emotions collide
But my fears tear me apart... all together my tears subside
I wont let people see me cry
I hide away in my room till the feeling passes of me wanting to die
I shouldnt feel this way, we havent been together that long
But with you beside me I could do anything, with you Im that strong
I cant last long without you
No connection, no friends to be with, nothing ever to do
Each day is worse than before, the nights are my crying session
I need you here with me, you in my arms or me in yours, Im sorry youre my obsession
Rainy days passing slow and painful, like Im walking around with a gun to my head
Night comes and I lay there staring at the ceiling above from my very empty bed
Another day comes and I get closer and closer to pulling the trigger to make everything end
Then something stops me, not mere instinct, something deeper than that and my mind will twist and bend
I know what it is... its the thought of you, your smell, your smile, and your eyes
The way you stare at me, hold me in your arms, how nothing could change my mood when Im with you even under cloudy skies
There is nothing they can do to tear us apart
You will from now and until I die, be locked inside my heart
Believe me when I say that forever Ill be with you
Because baby I love you