Arrrghhh.... I don't get him sometimes. he makes me so mad but at the same time I begin to love him even more. I told myself to never get so attached to relationships, because they will break you, but I endend up doing the complete opposite: I FELL HARD FOR HIM. Sadly, I even cried for him. I loved him that much. I never thought a person could have so much heartbreaks in a one year span, but I did. I had 3 to be exact. and it wasn't with different guys. it was with my so called love. our realationship was some what weird, but I loved this kid so much. till this day I don't even think he knows how much I adore him, but I'm planning to tell him soon. I know things in life happen for a reason, and if we aren't ment to be, than were not. life is full of suprises. GOD BLESS
