Waiting

Sat with the phone in my hand,
waiting for you to call,
Hours turn in to days again,
knowing you don't like me at all,

I didn't want to believe it,
hoping kept me strong,
My only friend, my only family,
I thought I did belong,

Obviously I was wrong,
I thought you were the best,
but now I only realise,
you're exactly like the rest,

Turn your back when I need you,
give me false hopes and lies,
Every time you say you care,
a part of me just dies,

I cry into my pillow,
waiting for you to show,
but here I am years gone by,
and now I have to go,

The pain is too much to bear,
I have to be strong and move on,
but I don't really want to,
so where did I go wrong?

I'm sitting here by the phone,
waiting for you to call,
and now you've let me down,
I guess i'll have to fall....