My face keeps shinning.
Pretending like im filled with joy and happyness.
The pain inside is killing me.
And nobody knows...
I cry my self to sleep.
waking up dissapointed...
That im still alive .
Meaning yet another day awaiting for me.
filled with sorrow and pain.
And nobody knows..
I take a look in the mirror.
Before Stepping outside and hideing behind my mask.
A mask which hides my pain.
All day im acting happy .
And no body knows whats behind my mask.
In my room.. i release..
Breathing free with out my mask on.
No more pretending, Just being me..
But still feeling down knowing that when i wake
nothing will have changed...
