My mind wonders , i'm thinking of you.
A tear slips down my face
I'm so happy but yet more tears i cry.
Why? Why am i crying I ask my self , over and over.
You mean so much to me, it scares me.
Iv been so closed up for so long.
BUt you have come along and taken me by suprise
I have been released.
It's scary
Emotions filling my body
I don't know what to think anymore.
All i know is that i love you.
So please forgive me for my ups and downs
I'm trying to be the best i can with you by my side im stronger