Me hearts pounding.
I have a sick feeling in my stomach.
My head starts to spin.
I'm thinking of you, what used to be.
My eyes start to water.
Tears slide down my face.
Im empty.
I feel nothing.
Nothing matters anymore.
I thought i could cope.
With the hate towards me.
I thought i could cope.
With liveing.
With you by my side.
But your not there anymore.
Your not there to hold me tight.
Your not there to touch me tenderly.
Your not there to tell me everythings alright
Becasue everything isnt alright.
It isn't.
Im not alright.
Nothings alright.
Smilling seems like agony.
Seems impossible.
Laughing is unThinkable.
