My dear Grandpa
The day you left
I cried my little heart out
And I was only eleven
It was the year where my wish came true
But you were bedridden
I showed you my first prefect�s badge
Even though you never said a thing
But through the smile on your face
I know you�re proud of me
Every time I saw you
I did not know how much longer you will suffer
I wanted you to hurt no more
But deep inside
I knew that I don�t want to lose you
For three years
You fought this brave battle
You were strong the whole time
Even though we all lost hope
But you knew heaven will be your last stop
When you slipped away
Both peacefully and silently
I knew that you�ll be happy
And cause again
From that happy smile of your
I know
You are free of all sickness and pain forever
Now it has been four years
I�ve moved on
And I�ve just turned 15
I miss you a lot
You did get to see me graduate
Or see my performances
You missed a lot of things
But I knew that in heaven
You are proud of me
No matter how often I messed up
You always hold me close
And called me your beautiful little angle
I miss your touch
I miss the times where I cuddle in your arms
And treated me like a princess
I miss the fun times we spend together
You love to see my little face lit up with joy
And I love the sound of chuckle and laugh
As these years gone by
I forced myself to put the memory of you aside
Because when I think of you
I know I will cry
Now
I am maturing during these years
I will think of you
And remember the fun times we had
I will still wept once in a while
But deep in my heart
I know that no matter where I go
The beloved memory of you will always be with me
