My mind is clouded
My heart confused
I don't know what to do any longer
I need to find someone to love me
I want someone loyal, honest, true
I want to be happy
To be able to not think of the past
My soul needs to heal
And it needs help to do so
A person as sweet as kissing in the rain
Someone as warm as the blinding sun
I want to be able to rejoice
To feel comfortable in their arms
I want to be cheerful again
And be able to see life for the beautiful thing it truly is
Where is the other half of my heart?
Why are they hiding from me?
Do I truly, honestly deserve this pain?
This heartache?
What have I done?
Why must I push away all that are close to me?
Why is it that all around me people are unable to accept the real person within me?
I need true love
But does it truly exist?
My tears may not be worth gold
But I do deserve to have someone who loves me with as much heart as I am willing to give
I have finally found who I really am
But now I no longer know how to find who could be the other part of me
My soul need to heal
My life needs to change
But how?
