Work in progress

Feel this anxiety growing never
knowing whats going to happen
tomorrow living this life brings
many joys yet there is bound
to be many sorrows.
Feel like I am living life in the
fast lane so much change taking
place seemingly in a blink of the
eye ends to meet the need.
No need for greed every good
thing takes time but when the end
of the road is reached sunny days
are bound to appear.
who is there to greet this man living
lonely times lost in thought and
mine from this words come a flow
unknown. Roaming up late in to the
night unable to sleep these thought
can creep when least expected come
to this realization got much to give
if someone was just open to the
possibility's no minds games please.
It a twisted path walked alone cursed
as this down takes over forever destined
for better hardships.
These words flow from my lips
hands clenched got a long way to
go words to show I am still living
and breathing.
Tho at time it seems to be to
much of a load stand tall better
times cant be far. Sometimes I wonder
if I stop trying will everything come to
balance.
Drink from this chalice what is love?
I have been there but it was not all
it was cut out to be for you see there
is a thin line between love and lust
what is a relationship with out trust
t it is a dead thing indeed all these
things are warped which out cause
it is many flaws pause.