Anything to make you happy

Even though you left me,
I never yelled,
I never hated you,
I never rebelled.

I stayed in my room,
locked inside,
a cool dark place,
for me to hide.

And I'll stay there,
every day I breath,
Because the pain inside,
Is to much to believe.

I wouldn't wish this on anyone,
It's to much to bare,
and honestly I wonder,
do you care.

That my heart is open,
for all to see,
the pain that you,
have caused in me.

I'll stay away from you,
if that is what you wish of me,
because even though your not here,
I care more about you being happy.

You wish me to be miserable,
and here I am as you wish,
wasting away in my room,
in anything but bliss.

You call me heartless,
You call me pathetic,
but I'll still love you,
even though it makes me sick.

I've lost my mind,
trying to make you happy,
for once i wish,
you would think of me.