I worry so much what people think
I cant help it
Im sorry I hurt you
Im sorry I cant just tell my family
Im gay
I know when I say that I hurt you so
It hurts me too
I love you so much
I really do
Ive tried to tell the ones I love
But do you understand the feelings I get
I sweat
I choke
My heart moves faster
I start to suffocate
Like a plastic bag is forced over my head
I lose control
I start to get the urge
I cut myself
I start to bleed
I rock back and forth
I just cant do it yet
I chicken out
