Evil have I become?

Now the darkness veils over my spirit
It has awaken
My body it has overtaken
I have become Jaded
The light I once saw is now faded
All that is left of me is a empty shell
A shell that has been put through hell
I am not who I used to be
Cant you see
This is what you created
I don’t know why I stood by your side
My feelings I can no longer hide
All that was bottled up is now released
Can you bare to face it
Can you bare to face me
Or should I finish it
Just end it all
No need to stall
No that’s a cowards way out
I will live with this torment
that’s what life I all about
I bet you loved the attention
My life I held in suspension
Just for you
But what did you do
Tell me I want to hear it from you
Sounds familiar
How do you like it
Do you like in your face
Tell me how did it taste
Can you taste the anger the hate.
Come on tell me no need to hesitate
How does it feel to be on the opposite side
You couldn’t ignore the feeling even if you try
I bet your going to cry
Good I hope you do
It doesn’t even make up for half the shit you put me through
I’m tired of trying
I’m tired of crying
I showed you how I felt
I told you I loved you
I showed you I loved you
Everything I did was from my heart
I never did anything right
You judged me
Who did you want me be
What evil did you release from me
You held everything I said or did against me
In the begging you told me you loved me
If you asked me now what would I say
I bet your wondering now
Bet you would never had guess
The answer is yes