Memories. Tradiges.

I still remember the first day we met, when the sun shined bright and i was finally able to smile, I remember when you gave me something good to believe in, that thing was love.

I remember when you held me close at night and i fell asleep to your heartbeat, When lust turned into love, and we would laugh at the little things, and simply lived life to its fullest without doubt or care in the world.

I still remember the first night we made love, in our sweet surrender embracing each other, emotions running so deep, i felt your soul entwine with mine, thats when we both agreed this is us forever.

I remember how you always kissed the back of my neck at night and whispered i love you into my ear. The way when i awakened in the morning and saw you, it was the most happiness i had ever felt.

I still remember the way when things got rough you assured me this was us, we could do this, just a rock in the path. I remember the way when you were angry with me, you could hardly stay that way for long, as the same for me.

I cant remember the way things started to go down hill, everyone warning everyone trying to push me away. I cant remember a day that i ever heard their warnings or the things they would say.

I still remember the day it all ended, just like that, a fist to my face, you tore what we had apart. I remember still loving you after that and having to let you go, trust me it was the hardest thing i ever had to do.

I still feel the aching pain in my heart, falling asleep more alone then ever, confused about what happen to us. You were my entire world all i ever knew, i realized it was never us, it was all me trying to believe you.

I cant remember the guy i once fell in love with, the guy whom i built my whole life around, for he turned into a brutal monster, and buried our love into the ground.

I still love him to this day, its not as if you can forget and stop loving as easily as you once fell. I try my hardest to remember the day we fell in love, and the way it ended but it seems as if it ended way too soon.

I wish it never ended that way, i wish i could easily forget. I wish i could let go of this love, and the haunting dreams of you. What have you done to me, as if you have casted a spell.

As my mind && heart are like cement you have trailed through. Your footsteps are permanent, and sadly everything else i highly doubt ill ever forget.

I still remember you.