These walls are closing in
It's getting so dark out now
I sit & I wait
I've been waiting my whole life
I do not move
Or make a sound
Useless now you see
How things have changed
A tear falls slowly from my left eye
As my vision starts to fade
I say my last prayers
Hopeing maybe this time I'll be heard
I curl up feeling weak
I hold you close to me
Just waiting
Maybe you can save me this time
The end is near
With every passing day
It's quite clear
To you & to me
This is the way it is
& it'll never change
The years grow longer
& I'm opening my eyes to this endless life
Test me all you want
I've done my deed
Now it's time to say my good byes
I've faded so quickly
& it's never felt so fine
Now I may slip alone
While every one is busy doing what they do
They will not know what hit them
These dear old walls are closing in on me
& I make no effort in trying to find away out
I've given in to this careless poison
Becoming more bitter with every sip
You pretend to know
What lingers on in my mind
& what haunts me most
Is these memories never wanting to pass
They don't know what I feel
They don't know what I've been threw
Or where I've been
I wish you could feel the pain I feel
So I wouldn't feel so alone at times
I am strong,but I am weak
I am sad,but I am happy
I hate myself,but I love myself too
I wanna die,but I wanna live,
To pass on my story
I am stupid,but I am smart
I'll laugh but then I'll snap
I'll love you but I'll despise you
I'll forgive,but I'll never forget
I'll cling to your arm,But then I'll let it slip
I'll listen,but I'll ignore what I already know
