Im tired of not knowing the truth,
im tired of all these lies,
and the one you want to love
just breaks you down,
im tired of feeling,
im tired of being able to feel emotion,
because it only ruins me,
it breaks me down even further,
it tears me apart,
i feel he wants to watch me break,
watch all my hate escape,
and destroy the person i am,
just to watch me drown.
