... Used, Killed, Isolated...

Died For You........ 1/24/04

I feel rejected
I was never wanted
You saw me as a toy
That you flashed and flaunted

I was very beautiful
Alot of things to give you
But you made me feel dirty
I guess you always knew...

We were running low on money
This I knew was true
You said your sorry
But this I had to do

You asked me to make money
Money in ways I never could
You said I needed to sleep with men
So we would have the things we should

You promised that I wouldnt get hurt
You always said these things
I always seemed to believe you too
I was a puppet on your strings

You hurt me in ways you cant imagine
You took my pride and integrity
You didnt know what it was like
on the streets, you wont believe

I guess Ill never be able to show you
Exactly what I was put through
I was killed that night you said you needed
Needed more then I could give you

You asked me to leave the house
On that December night
We needed more money you said
Well hell, I needed a life

But I never got that life
I never got what I wanted to
Because what ever I needed
I always seemed to give to you

The guy that I was with that night on the "Job"
Told me that he would destroy
If I moved or screamed
Like I said, I was just a toy

He drug me in his car
Drove away, and slammed the door
Saying awful things in my ear
Words, I've never heard before

I had never been called those awful things
I was just doing what you asked me to do
Why did this happen?
Im doing this for me and you

Youre all Ive ever had
The only family I knew
So why does it have to be like this
So unfair and untrue

We drove and drove around
for what seemed like forever
He finally stopped in a field
And tied my legs spread eagle

He rapped me all night long
And until the next day
I cant believe this was happening
Why did it end this way?

He left me there tied up eternally
With nothing for me
He left me there alone and abandoned
But; you never came looking for me

I slowly died by myself
Because I wanted to make you happy
But I'll never forgive u for what u asked
No one even knows, it was you daddy...