Wouldn't it be nice if I never existed?
Wouldn't it feel nice if I wasn't a burden?
Would it make your life easier if we never met?
No I'm not saying these things to hurt you
These lines just flow from my mind
I'm not who you think I am,thats the truth
I am not like everyone else,
I take on life differently
I'm so use to not seeing you
That I've grown to continue on like this
I'm so use to being here at home
& only having to deal with what lies beneath these walls
If your patient with me
You'll see that I am not all these things you claim me to be
This seems like a childish game
How your always throwing a fit
Some drama to the mix
Can talk to me grown up
& here is where I stop & think...
I wait,& I pace,this $hitty room
Because I am trying to keep cool
& not say something wrong
If I see you today,tomorrow,or next week
Will all this go away. . . .
(not ment to hurt anyone,got thses things I'm feeling & can't express them properly) ...sorry...
