I dont know what to feel one mintue i care for him next mintue i dont i want to be with him but i know i cant and i wont i try so hard to forget about him but i cant i want to drop everything and act like he never exsisted but i cant i see him every once in awhile and thats what makes it worse the feelings come back and hit me like a bullet each and everytime and i hate it yah he sayd i love you but that really ment nothing to me there just words that most girls really dont belive i never belived in love or ever let my guard down but then when i finnaly did i did it for the wrong guy and at the wrong time but after all of that i learned from it was Trust no one belive nothing and NEVER letyour guard down no matter the situation i really dont know what to do i have these Feelings i cant explain
