I'll start this
Letter out right,
By telling you that
I'm not even going to fight.
Though I would fight to the death
For you, I have already lost,
I mean why even try when
In the end all it will do is cost.
Is it to much to ask you
To be who you said you were,
Or should I have known that you'd
Turn out like the rest for sure.
I mean I completely under stand why
You would choose he far over me,
She's tall, skinny, Blond and beautiful
She's everything I have ever wanted to be.
I'm not even going to say that I
Wish we'd never met from first to last,
Because if we hadn't I wouldn't have
All the memories of our interwoven past.
See, you might have thought
I was kidding when I said it,
But when I said "I love you" back
I meant every word of that shit.
I really do hope that you feel
Every tear I shed over you,
I also hope you feel all
Of the heartache, too.
So, every time you look into my
Blue eyes and all you see is tears,
You'll know that her having you
Is granting most if not all my fears.
I know you felt something for me
Because that kind of feeling isn't one way,
Though she is just to perfect
So why would you even thing to stay.
So if you did, you won't fool that feeling
Any more so you'll know I'm not there,
But you'll look to your side and you'll see
You Blond beauty and you wont care.
