I'm sick of having nothing and once i do get something it gets taken away from me or it leaves or i have to leave what is wrong with me i cant deal with this any More i just want to take the knife and jam it into me... drink the bottle of bleach....take every pill in the medicine cabinet and wash It down with bleach. i don't know what i have become but i wouldn't never have thought of doing this until it is just non-stop and no one is there for me and no one can save me anymore i am gone i am a lost soul that is bound do die any time soon. if i could do anything i would die because no one wants me here any more they all say it.. so why am i still here why doesn't he just take me? take me far away into a place were there are no problems were i can be by myself when ever i want! why is he having me suffer i think that he doesn't want me so hes making me suffer and hes trying to make it so that i just kill my self and he doesn't have to deal with me i am a lost lonely soul and there is no one there for me and all i have to say to them people is suck it and leave me alone because the next persons going to get popped and i ain't playing no more honestly what are they going to do there is nothing that they can do I'm invincible and no one can touch me.
